In about 3 hours from now I’ll be in court. With my X. I haven’t seen him since Dec. 2011 when he drove by me in an attempt to not have to be in the same parking lot as me in order to pick up our kids. Every exchange since then has been email, one phone call where he called me names, and text messages from the kids with “dad says….”
I am really nervous. I know there is no real reason to be. But I am.
I think his seething hatred towards me is why the idea of seeing him makes me so uncomfortable. Its like he can’t control it. Or, worse yet, he can…and just chooses to be that way when he thinks no one will find out.
I can use all the positive and calm thoughts you all can spare this afternoon. I’ll update how it goes as soon as I can!